164 days!!!

Its been a long road these past two years. My mind has switched back and forth and I've been praying for the right path for us. We started on the foster care process, but put it on a halt because Timmy is trying to finish school and I'm trying to figure out what I want to do with my life. I'm almost finished with school and I really don't know what I want to do. I started up a new business with Thirty-One and I'm really wanting to get that on the go. I have my Why set at adoption right now, but a few days ago I received a bill for our precious little embryos. My mind has always wondered what to do with them, but I feel as though if I don't give those embabies a shot I will never know what could have been. More so lately since I received that bill I have been thinking more and more about it and we have now decided that we are going to give it another go. I really feel like I cannot move forward with adoption until I know for sure what these embryos have in store of us. I have started my dieting and plan on walking everyday with the kids up to the park with what summer days we have left. In January is our plan to start our journey on FET. We haven't told a soul yet because we are wanting to make sure all works out money wise, which we will have a definite answer in December! This road has been tough these past 4 years and I feel that it is going to get tougher before it gets easier! If this doesn't work I'm not sure our next steps, but for now I don't want to think about that! I want to stay positive towards this!! :)