So much sooner..

Yesterday I went for my bloodwork and found out that on June 13th I will be going for my baseline testing or whatever, which is an ultrasound and bloodwork. I'm guessing it means that I will be starting stims soon after! I'm a nervous wreak!! EKKK I wasn't so nervous til now! I even ran up over a 4inch concrete block because I can't think straight! I'm so excited, but very very nervous! I can't get bad thoughts outta my head, going from what if it don't work, what if something happens, what if I get pregnant and miscarry! ughh. Then the thoughts after having a baby worries me too! ughh Then it goes back to thinking about all that stuff that happened to me when I was younger! It makes me even more nervous! blahh.. oh well that's enough! This is what I've wanted my whole life so I'm gonna try and stay positive and pray it I will know more on the 13th! For now I'm on prenatals, antibiotic, and birth control!

Its finally begun!

I'm SOOOOOOOO SOOOOOOO SOOOOOOOO happy to say that AF has shown up this evening! I actually cried, but a happy cry! Ha how wierd I know! I'm just so happy, excited, nervous all at the same time! I must find my bcp's and antibiotics! Oh boy I don't know what I have done with them!! AHHHH I can't believe its official! My mri came back perfect! I have to go to physical therapy and go back in 4 weeks, but nothing is wrong that they can tell so I'm good to go!!! This is something that we've worked so hard to get too, from troubles with money, stress on our relationship, weight problems up and down! Its just so exciting!!

I will hopefully get my schedule on Friday if the IVF nurse doesn't tell me over the phone tomorrow! I will be back to update soon as I find out! But if I figured it up right we will find out just days before our 2nd anniversary if we will become parents or not! Then since I'm crazy I searched on when I'd be due and it comes up with around April 1st 2012! AHHH how crazy!
Okay enough rambling! I have to go to beddd! I must get stuff done tomorrow! I'm so excited to start online school in the fall!

Oh and one more piece of amazing news! WE WILL BE DEBATE FREE BY THE TIME THE BABY WOULD COME!! WOOOHOOO! this is one thing that we are gonna work super hard on and it can be done! yayyy!
Hopefully this will soon turn into a pregnancy blog!

Where the heck?

Ughh. IDK where the heck AF is, but its starting to tick me off!! I will be a week late tomorrow! Whyyyyyyyyyy is is when I want it to come it doesn't!!!! Hopefully it will be here Tuesday, so Timmy can go with me Thursday to the doctors for blood draw and u/s! COMEEEEEEEEE ONNNNN PLEASE BE HERE SOOOOOOOOON! I'm done waiting..
Thats all!

Ekkk..

In the last stretch til its time to start our IVF process =) I can't believe it! AF is going to show up by the end of the week if it cooperates! I'm so nervous and excited! Too bad I'm going to be on crutches for this, but oh well!

Since I don't feel like making a blog in my other section I'll just write it here =)

I rehurt my knee! I went to my old orthopedic even though my better judgement was telling me not too. I did anyways. He went on and on about my weight, not even checking out my knee at all. He just made me more stressed and upset talking about an effin lap band or whatever to help me lose weight. Yeah no. So I went to my family doctor yesterday afternoon. I still couldn't figure out what I would have done to it to make it so swollen and so I told them I really don't know, I could have done anything and my brain just can't even remember. Well they did blood work and x ray and all was well there, so next its to a new orthopedic who will probably do another MRI, but good news is I remember what I did, well Timmy remembered! When my momma was trying to pull me up off the ground I fell sideways and twisted my knee and thats about when it started bothering me again, so I'm pretty sure thats what caused it! At least now I know haa..