So scared.

I'm nervous, scared, nausious, everything. I'm worried. I'm 5 days late. I really don't know why. I thought I was going to start a few days ago, but it never showed. I can't take a test. I don't want to see another BFN. I know if I go buy a test it'll be a waste. I got crampy feeling when I think about it. I think I'll wait a few more days then I'll decide what I will do. ugh.