No hope left.

What tiny bit of hope I did have left is gone. I feel like part of me just wants to give up on hopes of biological children. I'm not sure how much more let down I can take. My emotions took over my body yesterday and I just sat and cried for hours. Its so hard at the fact that tons of people have no idea what I'm going through. Don't tell me it will all be okay and it will work out it just takes time. Get the hell over this taking time shit. I'm tired of hearing it and I'm going to bust if one more damn person tells me that. I've waited and waited and waited and waited some more. Its never going to be my freakin turn without shelling thousands and thousands of dollars out to have a baby one way or another.