Its Monday. Only 4 days away from Friday! I'm getting super nervous now. I'm having what feels like period cramps. I am always going to the bathroom feeling like I'm bleeding. What if this didn't work. What if I didn't get pregnant. What next. I don't think I can go through this emotional rollar coaster again. I'm scared. I cry thinking about it all the time. Most people know what we are going through. so how will I ever break the news that it didn't work. Everyone has been rooting for us and I will feel like the biggest let down. ughh.
Timmy keeps saying to think positive and that I am pregnant, but how can I. I'm so worried about everything else damn it because if I don't who else will?
Please hurry Friday! I really wanna know. I'm so tempted to go out and by a pregnancy test, but I definatly don't wanna see another negative test!
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